Since being back I have not slept more than 3-4 hours now at a time and am really starting to notice. Also I haven't had a drink which is strange. Another thing I notice about being back this time is Im not just "one of the guys anymore.." that sucks Im one of the pricks now (never thought that would happen) but the Kidd's are getting trashed (I cant blame them Ive been there, just look back here a few years.) Anyway just noticing that we don't stay young forever and that this war really really blows.

Is it just me or is there a palpable tension in the air here in America. Im telling you we soldiers feel it, its thick and oppressive. The Television is full of angry political messages and people just seem to be altogether tense. Is it just because we got back from hell or is this place about to blow? Let me know !

All in all its just good to be home. so lets just all cheer up ok?   

Oh p.s one of my good friends is over there now. If anyone is feeling particularly patriotic heres his address.  

SGT. Richnavsky,

C troop. TF 1-14 CAV 302 SBCT

FOB Wolverine APO. A E 09355 

~Doc

Ok Im back again no internet overthere lol I knew it was wishful of me to think I would lol.

Oh wow it feels SOOOO DAMN good to be back... Ah wow I am glad to say im also getting out!! No more millitary for me thanks Im done. And its about time to its hard to believe its been six long years.  Anyway Just want to say hey I missed you all! (not really) and I will update shortly Got a lot I want to talk about.

~Doc

I don't consider myself an extremely religious man.. I'm very superstitious... but not very "religious" I do believe in a God.. I don't know if that is the protestant God or the Hindu Gods. I have no Idea.. God himself or Himselves... Has not come out and told me outright who and what he is. But I do find that to me the fact that there is a God is irrefutable. The intricacies and complex designs of everything that surrounds us seems to me to indicate a design. And until the "Big Bang" or whatever can fill the gaps in there Theory I shall cling to the belief in "God." But to the Christians out there, how can you believe from the bottom of your heart, that a loving and kind caring God could completely and totally turn his back on the trillions and billions of people that have never even heard his name? I feel, personally that if God is so caring and loving why wouldn't he show himself to everyone? isn't it possible that we christians have merely seen one interpretation of one peoples exposure to a mighty "All knowing, all seeing" creator? I cant in all good concise condemn entire peoples to hell because of their belief in a different yet very similar "God." IE. the native American peoples living pre Columbus. Anyway that's my opinion... and we all know what opinions are. Im currently taking a religious class for college in case you were wondering what sparked this random post. But in all seriousness what do you think?